No.402122[Last 50 Posts]
Fuggit, let's use this thread in case the main thread on 8/a/ hits the post limit. I'd rather not kill more threads on 8/a/ nor kill more threads here, but here we are.
Believe in yourself and your waifus, /a/.
First for new wizard anon. I'm a drunk faggot, come at me.
Getting comfy in the new thread.
Time for wonderful despair.
I forgot this catalog takes longer to update.
NOTHING'S LIKE BEFORE
Fresh as a spring breeze.
You gotta have a little sadness in a while so you know when the good times come. I'm waiting on the good times now.
The game of life is hard to play. And I'm going to loose it anyways.
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There's no escape from the sadness. Embrace it and let it enrich you.
No mercy tonight it seems.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
If you are wondering if at one point people can leave behind so often loneliness becomes like friend, I can guarantee you it happens.
And it can be almost comforting knowing that it will always be there for you.
A long time ago I knew that I'd lose all my friends, that they'd all eventually grow away from me. It's human nature.
Once I realized that, I realized that I was never truly lonely. That loneliness is a manufactured state of mind.
When you've lost everything, you're free to do anything.
It feels almost psychopathic but it's brought me too much success and happiness for me to care too much anymore.
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Burn it all Pururin.
Spare no one.
Yume to inbou no mahou shoujo, atashi nano yo.
I just try not be too much of a jackass in threads, and that's okay with me
At some point my emotions were reduced to three, a calm peace, hype and despair. I don't remember feeling anything other than that for the past 7 years.
I wanted to despair a little more, never mind then.
Don't worry we haven't had Tumbling Down yet.
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It's scary how much I know that feel.
I can't post despair during tumbling down, just tumbling.
What's more despair inducing than tumbling down into nothingness?
There no struggling, only accepting things tumble down and always return to nothing. Maybe it's different level of despair.
>What's more despair inducing than tumbling down into nothingness?
Tumbling down without at least a bit of alcohol in you
I can agree with this.
>Only drink once a month or so
>Have to spend the rest of the month tumbling down without alcohol to ease the pain
My life is suffering.
>somehow fuck up /usr permissions and can't even su anymore
>best solution on forums is to reinstall arch
>it's already 5am and I am back to square one
>had almost everything working until I dun fucked up
Come now sweet death.
End our suffering.
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>mfw discover puking while drinking so you can drink more
It all returns to nothing!
It just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down!
Excessive puking can hurt your throat
jesus christ, i'm sorry to hear that.
I spent 3 hours fixing X server cus Pacman fucked my shit up
I am aware I don't drink a lot or puke a lot.
Reasons like this is why I haven't bothered switching from Mint yet.
IT ALL RETURNS TO NOTHING
Letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
If it's not a burden asking, what's this playing right now?
A-And the one before?
what's up with this nose?
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You can wait a million years and find that heaven's too far from you
It returned to nothing.
Come Sweet Death, Second Impact
and currently playing Shiro Sagisu - Everything You've Ever Dreamed
Love's just a thing that others do~
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>mfw I realize this song is about me once I finally hear the lyrics
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I feel closer to Hitori Bocchi myself.
What was it she did to break your heart, betray your heart and everything?
Kiss you with a kiss that wasn't true, it wasn't you at all.
Hide behind a painted smile did you?
Know that you would live a lie or two?
Pull the very ground from under you and leave you nowhere else to run?
You can sail the seven seas and find love is a place you'll never see.
Passing you like a summer breeze.
You feel life has no other reason to be.
You can wait a million years and find that heaven's too far away from you, love's just a thing others do.
What is love, until it comes home to you?
Did she promise you the world?
Did that girl just throw your love away?
Leave you like a lonely solitaire, with just despair for company?
Do you think you'd find revenge so sweet?
Make it so you hearts will never beat?
Squeeze the very last and dying breath from everything you've ever dreamed.
It takes an enthusiasm/autism for tech boarding on masochism to use arch.
They promised me rockets and gave me business shenanigans instead. It wasn't that bad, but they lied to me.
Everybody finds love, in the end.
Whether it's the love for your station, or the love for your waifu.
Everybody finds love. In the end.
Thank you, anon.
B-But could I get the name of the song playing before Come Sweet Death? It took a while for my last post to go through, so what I meant didn't turn out as intended.
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Sorry, can't help you with that one anon. Hopefully KFist lets you know.
The playlist was:
Hito toshite Juki ga Bureteiru
The Final Decision We All Must Take
Komm Susser Tod
Everything You've Ever Dreamed.
Komm Susser Tod = Come Sweet Death so the song you're looking for is The Final Decision We All Must Take.
The rain is a cleansing aspect. I experienced much of Japan in the rain, and had some of my most wonderful and treasured times walking alone, in the rain, in beautiful places. I experienced my rebirth there, in the rain.
Sunny days are good. Rainy days are gloomy. If you're told this is so, then that's what you believe. That's how fragile truth is for humans.
The rain is good. Next time it rains wherever you live, if you live in a nice place, take an umbrella and a coat and go walk or travel to your nearest park or pond. Sit on a bench there. Enjoy the rain, the peace, the tranquility, the steady drum of raindrops falling on your umbrella, the earthy smell of the moist earth, the peace and tranquility of a rainy day. Experience it in all its fullness, to the best of your ability. Focus on it and yourself.
It will change you.
Rain is comfy as fuck, and it keeps people away.
The most depressing part of r/a/dio is always leaving.
Alac, I must travel tommrow, and it is late.
No Samwise tonight I am very very drunk and lieave it up to you /a/.
Goodnight /a/non. May you dream sweetly of your waifu.
Have a nice trip anon.
Not sure if I'm different or something, but I always feel more lively at late night. When it's cloudy and cold I have a big urge to go outside, when its hot I prefer just staying at home melting.
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Aw shoot have a safe trip Yukaribro. Good night.
A million thanks to you all.
I know, it's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great threads, Mr. Anon. The ones that really mattered. The ones full of sadness and depression. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the board go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the board shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the threads that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too new to understand why. But I think, Mr. Anon, I do understand. I know now. Anons in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding onto something.
There's some good in this board, Mr. Anon. And it's worth fighting for.
Nah I feel the same. Might just be an anon thing.
Huh, I thought I was the only one.
That was quite a bit ago. You must have missed it.
Thanks for the stream KFist.
It was the Japanese version.
I like taking walks late at night during the summer. The dew always brings out the earthy smell.
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I've been here for the whole stream. I was referring to the English version.
Have restful sleeps and thank you for radio.
Goodnight KFist night everyone have a good time until we meet again.
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Fuck I just can't stop getting digits.
Guess we weren't quite done yet.
Don't trust this sneaky fucker. Renge is the true protagonist and ultimate god of Non Non Biyori. If you watch closely, the entire story is about her slowly and completely manipulating everyone around her towards her own ends.
Her own ends are simply improving those around her. She succeeds well, I think. If you don't believe me, rewatch both seasons while paying attention to Renge's actions. They are those of a master manipulator who slowly realizes that she is more competent and responsible than everyone around her, and acts accordingly.
I'm okay with that.
Thanks for another great stream KFist. Good night /a/.
All you have to do is believe.
Thank you for a wonderful night, and sticking around past the first few speedbumps. I'll try to fix these issues by next stream, even if it means laying some cat5 cable and tripping over it.
I'll see you next time, /a/.
Stay away from 3DPD.
Night, see you next time.
Night KFist, thanks for the stream.
Goodnight KFist. Thanks for making my birthday great.
Thanks for the stream, KFist. Goodnight girls.
Danke, and goodnight Kfist.
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Thanks for everything, KFist.
Thanks for streaming.
No, please do not.
Good night and thanks for the stream.
Come back soon, I can't take it easy without your radio
Find the overflowed loli.
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>tfw almost Japanese enough
Marii's and Tetora's rakugo are most fun. I pity those who didn't do their reps.
Is time to update the Linux.
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Well I doubt anyone is even here, and if there are no one is gonna post, so might as well go to >>402492 and relive the 15 hours trainroll from last time.
I-I'm here for now
Well, I'm off to bed. I believe you love your station even you don't post trains.
I don't even knowe what I should be postin now
You beter not be fart posting, tell me waht I have have to post.
GAMOTAN WAS REAL HUMAN BEAN
It's so nice to see other people who are as passionate about rain as I am.
This drink's to you, anon.
Gonna be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I love you guys very, very much.
LIFE IS JUST A DREAM, YOU KNOW?
15 songs left, but another hour or so.
I'm holding onto consciousness so tenaciously just to give you all a proper goodnight.
I love you tooo anon
THAT'S NEVER ENDING
>LIFE IS JUST A DREAM, YOU KNOW?
Like a nightmare.
I love you tooooo
And you as well
>I love you guys very, very much.
I love you too, but life still looks like a terrible nightmare.
I love all my freidns on /a/!
/a/ is for friends afterds after all.
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>all these expressions of love
There's a reason I keep spending saturdays with you faggots.
Drunken r/a/dio is love.
What else is there to do on a Saturday?
I wish i could spend everyday with you anon!
I love you all.. eb¿very one of oyu
I genuinely became an alcoholic because of s/a/turdays.
I genuinely became an oni-holic because of s/a/turdays.
I just realized I hadn't grinned like an idiot since the last stream. You are all love.
And I love you for thaqth
Man, you've gotta realize if you aren't going to AA you don't have a problem with Alcohol.
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Isn't the post limit on the motherboard 750?
It is what it is anon, don't worry so much and try to take it as it comes.
We're all heading to the same place, after all. Find some comfort in the little things that come along your way like, for example, the time we have together right now. Or the leaves blowing in the wind.
I'm glad I'm not the only one.
All is love, love for everyone
This wouldn't happen if you stuck with tea!
>Isn't the post limit on the motherboard 750?
The post limit here is until Claud's computer breaks or until Smug Meido gets mad. The former is way more likely.
Life is only a nightmare when your dreams tire you out more than life itself.
>Isn't the post limit on the motherboard 750?
751, to be exact.
>the asshole who got last post
Believe in your waifu anon.
If you haven't seen this movie, I'd highly recommend it.
BELIEVE IN YOUR WAIFU WNON
I still search her.
Shes the one dragging me around everywhere and telling me I have to be up because someone is walking down my road. Sleep isn't restful man.
I've always found it strange that this place, and chans in general, work so well because the principle of anonymity. Those of us who managed to end up here would probably be some of the greatest friends if we ever met for real. But we can never meet for real because we are scattered like spacedust across the world and because we are, after all, anons.
It makes me smile regardless, and I'm happy that we're all here.
This is why I asked. But now there's a 752nd post, so I'm still puzzled.
>mfw I didn't realize we started a new thread
Just reached 400 hours of left 4 dead 2 and the only reason i got this far is because of neptunia mods. I'm shamelessly proud to say my interest in any game is directly related to the number of cute 2D girls in it.
AND BY TOO LATE I MEAN NOT DRUNK ENOUGH
Posts from now until the end of rainblock have to be proportional to the amount you love the rain.
Sometimes i wonder if we ever pass each other on the streets, completely oblivious that we've shared so much together. I really do love each and every one of you anons. Thanks for the good times.
You mean nepfag?
I love my rain staion
I love the rain immensely. It's a purifying force that gives you perspective on your own life. Nobody else is around, and only the most desperate of normalfags walk as pedestrians. It is the most pure time.
I think he means modifications that allow him to play as the little girl.
My forest is a rainforest when the snow melts. I get a solid two-three months of rain. Its alright.
The rain is accompanied by the soft and persistent patter on your umbrella. While you might love the rain, being moist and damp brings forth sickness, either in reality or folklore. Keep yourselves dry.
LIKE A RAINDANCE
I know it's too late don't worry
I FUCKING LOVE YOU!
My life practically revolves around the times it rains. It influences me more than anything else in the world.
I once ended up drowning my car while drunkenly chasing a storm around the countryside.
We are all litttle gilrs
The rain is often unexpected, a bit of nature that has no real forecast, that gives forth its abundance whenever it pleases.
I want to like the rain, but it always smells like chemicals nowadays and my roof leaks.
The best part of the rain is the smell it brings out from the earth. There's nothing quite like it.
It rained really heavily last night and i loved it. I hope one day i'll have a nice home in the rain forest with a tin roof for maximum noise.
The rain is a force that lends light and purity to your inner thoughts. If you haven't done so, it is always worth going to a park with and umbrella and sitting on a bench, staring at nature or even just your own hands for hours on end. Nobody else will be around, and it will be a purely personal experience. You might learn much.
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Rain is the comfiest weather, especially if you live in a house with a tin roof. Nothing sounds more comforting than drifting off to sleep hearing it.
It's raining as we speak and it's comfy.
>Find some comfort in the little things
In the end, everything is a small thing in the eternity.
>Life is only a nightmare when your dreams tire you out more than life itself.
I can't remember my dreams. But you have a good point.
Even storms are comfy. The reassuring patter of raindrops, the gusts of wind blowing against your window, the sporadic cracks of thunder. These are all expressions of nature using the most important and abundant of elemental forces to your doorstep. The question is if you'll appreciate it, or you'll be one of those dour cunts that thinks that a rainy day is a complete loss.
I absolutely fucking adore rain.
>a rainy day is a complete loss.
People do that?
I like how rains bring cold weather in summer. The build up to the storm is hot and humid and then the rain breaks it and it feels like when a fever has lifted.
When life has you down, when you're in a rainy state of mind, remember that the rain brings nourishment, brings forth life and love and care. The spring is the time of renewal, and the time of new rains. Make the next rain you encounter a time of renewal for yourself.
That depends on whether you consider normalfags people.
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Touche. How do they hold jobs then? They can't just seriously take days off when its raining.
I've always wanted to experience snowfall. I imagine it's like an extra comfy rain. And with a fireplace. I wish i had a little metal fire fed stove with it's chimney poking out of my window for these colder days.
They don't, they just bitch and moan about the rain. It's part of the normalfag repertoire of conversation. And if you tell them that you actually don't mind the rain they can't comprehend what you're saying.
Literally every single asshole that I have to interact with when I leave the house has this exact opinion.
Until you realize you have to shovel it all to get out of your house.
You really haven't lived until you've walked a few kilometers in the snow. The soft crunch of snow underneath your feet is something I've never seen or read or heard imparted in any form of media. It really does have to be felt to be believed.
Use a flamethrower.
That's when you break out the snowshoes.
Snow is nice to watch but when you get to deal with 9' snowdrifts and you can't get anywhere aside from marching through the woods nearly freezing yourself to death in -3f weather you tend to start seeing snow as an enemy.
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Me too, Anon. I've heard that when it snows it somehow silences everything. So walking around sounds eerily but also peacefully quiet. It seems it'd nice.
You need a lot of snow for those to be useful
Interesting. Glad I can count instances of normalfag small talk on one hand in the last year then.
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I feel the best that I can di is leave for veer
Yes i often hear about the downsides when i mention wanting to experience the snow. I just can't imagine any of these feelings and i want to know.
I love walking. You're making me feel very jealous. I want to wear big coats and lots of layers too. These are things i just don't own.
Tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down.
Sounds like you need another beer
You can't forget love and pride.
It's in quite high demand.
There is nothing more comfy that stepping outside when it's in the negatives and snowing and you have a heavy coat and comfy boots and just standing there, listening to the snow fall, and your breathing…
Tumbling down Tumbling down Tumbling down~
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The wine is gone (as promised OP) and work is approaching fast.
Komm, Susser Tod is my cue to bid you farewell dear anons.
Oyasumi, take care out there, friends.
Oyasumi nasai /a/non-kun~
Sleep tight /a/non.
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One of these day's.
Goodnight friend. Have a good one.
Sweet dreams, /a/non.
Goodnight, Anon. Hope you don't feel too hungover tomorrow.
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To avoid a blog post. Stockholm syndrome level of over working. Fitness gone. No vacation in sight for months.
You were warned. It's not our fault you didn't listen.
Ganbare and remember your waifu loves you.
Don't despair, I overwork all the time. Think of all the merch you can buy. Just take it easy for I can tell it isn't in your blood to work yourself to death.
Forgot to mention the icing. Receiving the dating/marriage/grandkids questions. One of these days I'm going to say "I'm already married" and open a picture of my waifu.
I wonder if anyone with a waifu has ever bought a pair of wedding rings and worn one around.
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Good night, /a/. Stay safe, sleep well, and I'll see you in two weeks or so. Never lose hope! Believe in yourself! Believe in your waifu! Always strive ever onwards!
Enjoy nonstop trainroll until I wake up or Mixxx craps out completely.
Probably. I'd be too scared to wear it though.
Oyasumi and thank you, KFist!
Thanks for streaming.
GOOD NIGHT YOU FUCKS IT'S TIME FOR BED
Weird, I was just thinking about that yesterday. I'd almost consider doing it, but rings are expensive.
Goodnight KFist. Thanks for the stream. It was wonderful as always. And goodnight to you girls too.
Thanks for the stream KFist and have a good night.
I hope every anon dreams with him waifu.
Good morning/afternoon/night everyone
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Thanks for another great stream KFist. Good night /a/!
Yeah I'd rather spend that money on merch of her I think. Maybe if I really hit the jackpot.
I originally thought it might serve as a deterrent for those sorts of questions but then I realized it would probably only invite more questions.
Cheers KFist, you're my favorite. Nighty night sleepy anons. I'll be around for a while to do the cooking. I wish y'all were here to enjoy it with me.
See you soon.
Goodnight People, thanks for the occasion Kfist.
Oh god you weren't kidding about the trainroll thing. Okay I'm getting the fuck out of here.
>he doesn't love his station
You can stay the fuck out of here, too.
Probablybecause Reimu can't pay the train
Why don't you love your station anon?
Anon probably does love his station, he just doesn't want us to know that he does.
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The timing of that song was perfect
>worried about the low turnout this night
>we hit the Smug Loli threshold two hours early
I love you, /a/.
Are we not making a new thread to try and get the get?
Its rare for this many people to care about post count
I'm not even drunk eniugh. The vodka has betrayed me
>cockblocking our get
Love you too fampai
Drink more. I would do the same, but I have to ration my vodka.
Just delete the old thread and make a new thread KFist. It's what I usually did.
Will you fucking idiots stop posting like niggers.
Gets are not given artificially. Artificial gets hardly gets at all.
You shouldn't worry about that. I set an alarm specificity to wake up in time for your streams. They're more important than sleep.
Memes plus trying to get the get helped.
It will happen naturally. It wouldnt be any fun if a shitter got it on a "girl X sucks" post
At least I can post a a decent speed now.
My vodka's gotten to me just fine. The trick is to not eat anything beforehand.
We've done several GETS on r/a/dio where we specifically went for the GET. It's how OH DESIRE got 30k.
Since it doens't matter now, all that posting put the r/a/dio thread as the fastest thread on 8/a/.
So I wasn't the only one with posting trouble at least.
I can´t wait for 8chan to die and move here permanently.
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I missed seeing that.
You'll lose almost everyone if you do that.
Fastest indeed. By a huge margin too
Sadly. I'll leave it to fate.
What if I just dumped my entire waifu folder and got the GET?
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>Not dancing when the song plays
The maids wouldn't like that, it would just get deleted.
You would be banned before it
This. I don't wanna see another Sanaeget anyways. I miss the gets that were memorable afterwards.
The eaidos would ban you for avatar fagging
>There are people who don't think MoF had the best soundtrack in the entire series
Desire get still best get.
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Chances of it are higher now.
Figured I ask before doing something super autistic and stupid.
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Does anyone else's butt get cold when they drink alcohol? Just asking.
>I will never be Japanese enough
I'm pretty comfy in bed for r/a/dio saturdays, so no.
Koma-chan is pure.
Explain your reasoning.
>KFist won't use the Tetora drawing anymore
butts are lewd you degenerate
Koma-chan is the reason HIV keeps spreading Anon.
I thought you had escaped off to the vagaries of the internet, my sweet /a/non.
I still hold your drawing in my heart, but the fingers just scare me a bit. Don't think I don't feel perpetually guilty about you.
Do not spread rumors like that anon, naive anons might take it as fact.
You must be this japanese to laugh.
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If thats the case I guess I will have to take it upon myself to ensure the infection is limited to one person.
I'd like my despair soon please.
Also KFist, do you know of any streams for freedom day next week?
Have you fucking seen Komari's dead beat pussy? I've seen better sandwiches than her rotting maw.
KFist will never be Japanese enough.
There is 2 pieces of soft meat hiding a hole, and it's hidden for a reason, dirty stuff comes out from this hole, and near this hole there are other lewd parts, parts that are LITERALLY MADE TO DO LEWD STUFF.
>stream next week
Unless Kethsar has any issues I'll be playing Maple Leaf Forever the entire time.
Not really but you get my gist.
I can bloody well try.
He better be doing his reps because Tetora isn't learning English any time soon.
Man, I hope the depression block is soon. I wanna go make a sandwich. All this alcohol is making me feel weak.
>Maple Leaf Forever
lol do it.
INTO THE SKKKKKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
>Maple Leaf Forever the entire time.
Then at least I'll have something to listen to on that day.
Just about an hour left to go before depression block.
Is that a bet?
>Getting tricked into not playing anime music.
I just said do it.
Aren't you a leaf?
No I'm a terrible gambler.
Flip Flap ~ Flip Flap~
Just flip flap my shit up~
Animated gif thumbnails are the best!
I just work here. I'm heading out for some other work innamorning and probably gonna go home for a week after I'm done.
I got one actual GET and feel that is enough honestly. If I go for it I would use something else plus I am fucking burned out from real life right now so yeah.
If you don't get the 700k get then you've failed us all.
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At crashing browsers.
Don't listen to this faggot: >>406405
If Sanaefag can't meme magic a 700k get then what good is he for?
Why does a get matter on such a dead board?
As long as the get isn't a shitpost I couldn't care less who gets it to be honest.
It doesn't in itself really. It's just something fun to look for.
Your mother is a dead board.
Your mother is more lifeless than a dead board after I fuck her.
Gets have never mattered. Nothing has ever mattered. Yet we make fun out of anything.
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It's fine it will be fine. If anon don't want me to I won't do it I'm tired.
I dunno the other things I do.
Because it's fun.
Like the The Manor of Sleep of ff3? I place to following the things do you love?
Being an avatarfag.
Still have those halloween /r/s I see
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>catch the tail end of Sunny Day Song
>miss Lord knows what else
Everything sucks. Life is pain.
Ah yes the despair. embrace me and submerge me into numbness.
I get the feeling that when I inevitably move away from family I'm just gonna order all my necessities and other bullshit on Amazon from now on.
Don't worry, you didn't miss everything. You've still got the depression block to look forward too!
Why did I even bother? When will this fragments of hope I have in others finally run out? When will I ever be able to life only for myself?
It would be neat to have drones deliver stuff.
This is why I keep telling people to just be selfish. It's so much more rewarding this way.
Maybe I'll just go to sleep and hope I never wake back up.
>living for yourself
Truly the most rewarding good end.
I should've listened. But of course it was I who was the odd one. it was I who was mistaken, because I was the one that bothered. I should just stop.
I only have hope that I outlast the other fucker, it also is a good feeling when you lead someone outta nowhere to let them know you could have left them in there.
How do you get rid of the rest of your attachments to 3d? Even just friends? If I could walk the path of 2d fully then my life would be so much easier.
When you realize the attachments were entirely one sided by yourself and there is absolutely no gain you for in anything you do others.
Tell me anons, If God exists and it's a loli, and he tells you that he will give your waifu in the 3d world, how would you like to "receive" her?
With "receive" I mean like: her spawning naked in your room and loves you or she lives near you and you need to conquer her, etc.
You don't. Humans are social creatures. It can't be helped. Just Ride The Tiger in this shitty world of ours.
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Waiting on Ringo Mogire Beam. That's the best one, after all.
Second one. First one has far too many complications.
IE IE ANATA TO SETOO WA IA YA
Depends on your current situation. If people can only contact you in person, by email, or by IRC, many useless "friends" will disappear. For me, the "friends" I had disappeared when I moved and deleted facebook. I made sure to email them and give them a phone number too. Not a single call, text or email came
Basically this but normalfags are the fucking worst like the rich 3DPD bitch who tried to embarrass me in front of her rich friends today over fish that was cooked perfectly… fucking bitch.
I wouldn't. I wouldn't ever want my waifu to suffer the 3D world. Besides, I believe my waifu is god to begin with.
ROOMBA ROOMBA ROOMBA ROOMBA
ODORO YO HONTO NO RUMBAAAA
>suffer the 3D world
Her world is 3D to her anyway.
You don't. The retards who go full NEET are some of the most insufferable actual losers in the world. Hikkis have it so bad that they'd rather die than do anything at all anywhere anytime. They are clinical wastes of oxygen. Go be social, earn a reputation, and make a good living. It's very different than living a normie life. You'll be rewarded with what every NEET whines about not having.
The fade out on rumba is what makes it the best of the three.
I have literally no friends, the loneliness is crushing me and I feel like i'm wasting my youth, I don't care about 3d women, I just wanna talk to someone in real life, but this isn't my blog, sorry
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I got no problem with the first. I have enough coats lying around and a sewing machine.
I spend most of my early life alone. I can tell you it would be nice to have more than four people to talk to.
Since God is cute, trick her then start her route so she has feelings for you. She makes you 2D and brings you to your waifu. You build a harem with your waifu as the definite lead and loli God carefully wrapped around your fingers.
DEMO DOKO NI IKOU ONAJI DAROU ZE
Just ignore them, It's pretty easy, and since you are here, >>406441 is probably your case, making it even easier.
This is definitely the hypest out of the three songs.
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SORE GA AI NO SHIGOTO SOSHITE
It's the one I listen to the most. It is very climatic.
SAAAAAAAAAA IKKOU ZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
When humans are born naked everyone is loved the same
Why then is it that during our lives
Our fates are divided in a most cruel way
I would probably ask to be reincarnated into another life and make my waifu be my little sister and our parents are on another country working. Also ask god so we can have healthy children without genetic problems.
Doesn't /a/ count? It may not be vocal but it still counts as talking or my mental state is so far gone that my brain is making imageboards into conversations.
Are you a NEET?
If so, why?
Why haven't you not become a NEET yet?
Do you strive towards NEETdom?
If so, why?
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I actually miss being a Hikikomori.
Aaaahh nante kawaii baby~
Why would you want to be a NEET. You work you die etc, but for fucks sake just because you browse this place doesn't mean you have to be a waste of space.
I've always wantted to make video games for a living.
Making video games with people is fun.
Because it's the happiest way I can be in my current situation and today's world.
I wish I could be a NEET forever but soon I'm gonna need money and it's gonna be extremely depressing.
This is the only place where I get to see proper normal English. /a/ doesn't really have a face in which I can put to the words, although I think this place has kept me within some semblance of sanity.
Because I can take any time I want off for any length.
Mixxx pooped itself, my bad.
Please listen warmly.
I can't even despair properly
Neither the means nor the will.
I'd rather try to retire early on a bunch of money saved up from working than have to worry about what I'm going to do when I get old or my parents stop supporting my NEETdom.
Sort of. Being retired is like being a NEET.
Imageboards do help but I have one friend I've had since childhood, and we meet up about once a year, and it always reminds me of how lonely I am the weeks leading up to it and the weeks after he leaves, but the feeling stuck this time, I have a job, I just don't talk much to anyone there. sorry for continuously blogposting, I have no other source of advice
>Despair block doesn't lead into the depression block
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>but I need money, it enslaves us all
>yes and no
>I want to be a NEET, but there are people I need to provide for and things I need to fix
I hate my stupid fucking wageslave job. I want to kill myself knowing I have to go back into that hellhole. But no one will hire me for what I got my degree in.
I really would love to do CAD, but I wish I had considered it when I went to college. I don't know what kind of degrees I need for it.
I had an awful realization about secret base that not ever tears would come out, I don't think my body had an appropriate human reaction at all for it.
My pain and regrets are this wide
I'm still looking for something that won't make me want to kill myself while I'm at work, I just don't know what that kind of job is. Or if it even exists, for that matter. I don't know how a human being can do retail or sales without wishing for the sweet embrace of death, but I certainly respect them for being able to do so.
Quit, save up, live the neet life, and t¿apply again when you run out of money. It's the inly way if you're doing full time retail.
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I like this version
If you want to fast track your way into a better career for cheap, you could get a 2 year at some community college in CAD. It's not the best education, but if you can get yourself a job where you're not suicidal it's only a matter of time and effort before you start to pull yourself up.
It wasn't so much about the version. It was about why I felt like I couldn't do anything when I saw so many communities and groups crumble and die.
I wish I could just oyasumi forever
There's no escape other than an incidental encounter with someone who somehow doesn't forget about you immediately after. Probably no escape though.
I've fantasized for years that when I'm old I'd invite you all on a giant cruise ship where the rich man that I would become would pay for your ticket and stuff and we would go to some desolate island and hold a vacation for days where we would live inanislands scavenging and talking shit about our waifus while we hunt for food and stuff. But I don't know of the chances of something wonderful of that proportion to ever occur.
Leave it your dreams anon. In your dreams in the only place where things will go perfectly.
You shouldn't respect them, the reason they can do it is because their souls are ugly and empty, really, they don't have passions, they don't know how to really apreciate things, they live life on auto-mode, and when they are old and retire, they become even more retarded and angry, because they realize that their lives were shit full of nothing, and it's gonna get way worse in some decades later, because people are having less and less families.
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Immerse yourself in self improvement and home projects. For example learning Japanese and being immersed in it at home will help learning. Over time you will be so used to hearing Japanese that English will start to sound strange.
Similarly a home project will keep you busy and develop some skills. Examples include, wood and metalworking, gardening, /k/, carpentry, programming, modding, economics, cooking and more. It doesnt have to be constructive either. What I'm getting at is non-/a/ interests.
It varies from person to person but humans are social. Some of us can be completely satisfied with a forum or imageboard and others need another human nearby. Having non-/a/ interests will at the very least make you more appealing to your waifu and may make a 3D human at least worth talking to just to share knowledge.
Oh don't worry I'm working on getting rich so I can do the exact same thing. Just gotta work 2 jobs and pay off my (((student loan))) then bust my ass for some more years and it will happen.
Well, there might be some hope for me. My former boss says he might have a position at his new place for my line of work, and the kicker is that they also do CAD stuff milling machine parts. There's also a local tech institute that specializes in that sort of stuff.
I just don't know if I can get all of the pieces to fit together.
I do too, for many reasons.
The best part of think about the countryside it's when i think about being buried in it.
Come for me death.
I always toyed with the idea of letting people roam my ~600 acres but I don't exactly have the powerplant for it nor do I think the average anon would be up for being conscripted into an improvised militia from time to time.
Thanks, this is good advice, I already lift, and I try to draw but I can't focus on it at all, i'm gonna start a drawing session right now though.
>my ~600 acres
>nor letting a Megumeme into your house
>nor do I think the average anon would be up for being conscripted into an improvised militia from time to time.
That sounds fun as fuck.
Do you farm?
Sounds like a perfect opportunity. Don't underestimate yourself, you're capable of a lot more than you think. If you want to do CAD then work towards it and make a second chance for yourself.
>You shouldn't respect them
In some ways, I agree. A lot of sales people really just come off as really scummy than anything else. I don't think it's something I could ever do in my entire life. I've never been good at convincing people, and I don't like lying to people.
Already do, maintenance on everything is a huge time consumer for me as well as patrolling my neck of nowhere. /a/ is my excuse to neglect my responsibilities. I have someone who has been tutoring me in nip for the last ~10 or so years. Still trying to get a Shinto priest to come out and bless the building materials for the shrine I want to build.
I grew up in a nowhere as in I was home schooled, I have property in even greater nowhere. Its what I've been investing my money in of late. The family house is on ~500 or so acres. My personal piece is 600 and I want to expand it more.
Until you get smacked in the chest by a .303. God bless ceramic plates.
I've got a subsistence garden rabbits help themselves to. All of the property is reclaimed swamp and untouched forest. The road into my place has been decommissioned to give you an idea how isolate I am.
I need rewatch this show urgent.
This is half of what I'm doing right now, and I'll agree, retail is hell, it's an eternal torture that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemies. And the store I'm at is probably the worst in town. My co-workers all absolutely hate it there, too, so it feels like I'm in good company.
Why would we need to be a part of a militia, again?
Possible interpretation: Life is pointless. Everything you work for ends up being wasted. One can find happiness however by immersing oneself in even the smallest part of their meaningless life.
Marathoning anime you can never be Japanese enough, strength training a body that will die, drawing on paper that will fade and decay. Its all pointless but the feeling of slowly closing in then reaching a goal you made for yourself can bring happiness in a way that nothing can ever match.
Right Wing Weaboo Death Squad.
With that much land you can start a new state/province or even a new nation. Make that your home project.
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I would put some actual effort into bulking up for that.
Oh, well that doesn't sound too bad.
Yeah, self actualization is probably the only reason I haven't offed myself yet, existentialism/active nihilism a best.
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The forest children go into ficki ficki mode from mid/late summer right til the snow is too much for them to move around. There really isn't any law.
I'd rather be that odd fellow in the woods with drunk russians arguing over rocket physics.
About damn time.
You can wait a million years and find that heaven's too far away from you~
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Goodnight Anons. Waifu calls and makes me feel better.
Good night, anon. See you next time.
You feel life has no other reason to be~
What was it she did to break your heart, betray your heart and everything?
Kiss you with a kiss that wasn't true.
It wasn't you at all.
Hide behind a painted smile did you?
Know that you would live a lie or two?
Pull the very ground from under you?
And leave you nowhere else to run.
You can sail the seven seas and find love is a place you'll never see, passing you like a summer breeze.
You feel life has no other reason to be, you can wait a million years and find that heaven's too far away from you, love's just a thing others do.
What is love, until it comes home to you?
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With just despair for company~
You could build a log house like the beaver friends or map the woods. No gps. You, string and a compass.
Everybody finds love in the end.
Have you found your waifu yet?
Thanks for sharing this, I never thought of the story of Sisyphus as the culmination of a life, I always thought of it as a culmination of a day's work, but I guess it works both ways.
No, ;_; to those that have, when did you find them?
Nope, but the search only end when you find her. Give up isn't option.
>when did you find them?
Hard to say, but right around the time when I had first-hand experience of how PD 3D can truly get. Then I searched around a lot and realized that a waifu is someone you can face an apocalypse with. Through thick and thin, through good and bad, for better or worse.
>No hitori bocchi
It looks like it's that time again. Good night, /a/. Sleep well, stay safe until next time. It was lovely spending this time with you.
Stay away from 3DPD.
I enjoy the handbuilt house I'm in. Besides that I tend to map things when I'm out. There is nothing better than being on a mountain top reading your favorite manga.
She found me
Thank you for the stream, KFist.
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>Stay away from 3DPD.
Thanks for the stream and good night to all of you. You guys are the best.
Good night, everyone.
Thanks for the stream, KFist.
Good night, /a/nons.
Thanks for the stream, KFist.
Good night, I skipped out on doing stuff to be here. Thanks again.
Living the dream
Thanks for streaming KF. Early happy leaf and fireworks to the north americans. I expect most of you will be drunk next week. /r/ drunken KF karaoke of japanese goblin
Thanks for the stream and good night.
>Karaoke of Drunken Goblin
That'll only happen with Smug Meido in tow, and only in a Japanese izakaya. Expect if next year if ever.
>Non-zero chance of happening
THE STRUGGLE ITSELF TO THE MEMES IS ENOUGH TO FILL A MANS HEART
Night KFist, thanks for the stream.