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おかえりなさい, /a/!

Welcome to another night full of music, booze, and smug lolis. Get comfy, grab a snack, a drink, a blanket, and your daki, because this is going to be another S/a/turday full of wintery mirth.

To tune in, point your favourite music player to:


/r/s are open, but no block requests as usual.

Another season is coming to an end, even as a 3D season gets into full swing. How's your animu season been so far? Dropped anything yet? I admit I stuffed Net-juu into the backlog to make more room for comfy post-apocalyptic potats. How's your winter been so far? Lots of snow? Unseasonably warm?

How about the Christmas and New Year's streams? Want them to be on the 24th and 31st? Or do you want them on the Saturdays of the 23rd and 30th? There's some weird behind-the-scenes stuff too and I may not even be around for those days, but any and all feedback is good. Ready for another year? Despairing yet?

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Suicide is painless





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>Death is release, it's the time when you're reunited with your waifu.

Too good to be true and even if its real, then what we did to deserve such a bliss? This world makes you do horrible things Or at least that's my case

Hope is true, so /a/nons can be happy in the end.


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Sweet dreams.



I can only hope that will be the case, anon, as ironic as that is. Truth be told, I'm tired of struggling, of the same cycle of constant pain. The downs are always stronger than the lows. There is nothing to look forward to in the future. This is what life has amounted to; a constant struggle, just to hold onto whatever other fickle things we have. It's painful. There is nothing to expect tomorrow, other than these comfy streams. This is why I don't want to miss them in this final year.



>what we did to deserve such a bliss?

We lived in this world.



We're free people unlike most of the mass.




We're free that's why we know how shit everything is.


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Don't be selfish. If you weren't on /a/ then it would be one less poster.



That's the cost of the knowledge sadly, at least it is a cost anons can share instead of having to taking it all themselves.


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I'd love to tell you it gets better. But really you just get used to it. The only advice I can give you if you want to survive is to find something to look forward too. Not matter how small it is. An anime, a video game, whatever it is. You just need something to look forward too. Things like that are the only thing that keeps me existing.


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I am glad to have at least a minimal impact on your lives. I really am. These are fleeting moments, but moments I value deeply. Nothing can replace this comfiness. I know it's selfish of me, but I know that's the end that will come to me.


That is how I've been these past few years, but I think I've exhausted that. I've even tried writing. As in, writing a little WN. But I haven't written anything in some 2 or months. I feel like nothing will come of it.



The thing is its nice to know how bad things be. Gonna carry that weight.


The red that'll wash down the drain can't change the color of the sea one bit.


>I'd love to tell you it gets better.

It occasionally does.



>what we did to deserve such a bliss?

You're assuming bliss goes to everyone just for dying. Unless you accept death, unless you welcome death, there will be no bliss for you.

This 3D world is but a cage, the more time you waste on it the further you get from accepting death. The peace of death is only for those who waited for it, not for those who it caught by surprise.


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You lot are real downers, huh. Getting here late and ending up straight in the middle of the depression block with no build-up makes it more obvious than usual.


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So much this.



We had an early start with getting depressed.



If we were happy, upbeat people I don't think we'd be here. But we have our moments.



There really isn't anymore left, stay true to your decision.



I'll give you a week trip innawoods, you'll come out burned out on everything if you do come out.



I find having a nebulous long-term goal to work towards works wonders for getting you to push through life.


Thank you, KFist; and oyasuminasai, /a/.


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It's about that time. I hope you enjoyed the stream. I'll see you again in two weeks, on the 16th. I should know if I'll be able to do the Christmas and New Year's streams by then.

Until then, sleep well, stay safe, and be true to your waifu.

Remember that /a/ is what you make of it. Be the effortposter you want to see in the world.



Remember that anons are the damned, we are born cursed, you can leave whenever you want anon, but remember that our struggle is a demonstration of our strength. See you in Gensokyo, someday.



Thank you for the comfy stream. These nights are always pleasant.


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Thanks for the stream KFist.

As always, it was a good time.


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I don't know if I'll be able to listen in then. Thanks for playing my request.


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Night KFist.

Goodnight everyone it has been fun until next time.


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Thanks for the stream KFist, good night anons.



Thanks for the stream KFist, we love you!



Goodnight anons, first time hanging out with you in a year, might be the last, see you all in the promised land.



>Getting here late and ending up straight in the middle of the depression block

That your own fault, result of your own lack of commitment. Do not justify your own irresponsibility on the well earned sadness of other people.


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Thanks for the stream, KFist. Was excellent list of nice music.

Good night for every cute little girl here.



Thanks for the stream! It's really appreciated!

I wish for a hopeful change for the anons that are struggling.

Goodnight everyone!


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>He doesn't see the obvious ebbs and flows of the thread as it changes based on the music being played


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Well you've given yourself a year. So obviously you still have hope. Good luck finding something to look forward too, Anon. I guess I am blessed in that I have a pseudo S2 of my waifu's anime to come next year. But I still do fear what I'll have after after that. I'm sure I'll run out of hope eventually.


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Good night and don't forget prepare those Christmas eurobeat.


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This stream was healing. Memes, mortality, depression block and all. Thanks for spending time with me tonight.



Good night everyone.



Thanks for spending your time with us too anon!


Imouto Paradise 2 will launch before Christmas so look forward to that depressed /a/nons.



This stream ran the gambit of emotions, it has been quite interesting.



You are always welcome.


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Thank you for another great stream KFist.

Good night /a/, I hope to see you all in the next stream.



>Be the effortposter you want to see in the world.

A little hard when your efforts are not appreciated and you're held back.


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Thanks for the stream KFist. Sleep snug and smug you cute girls. I wish you all nice dreams of your waifu.


You have until I finish my glass to ask what I promised to answer. Take it or leave it.


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Drink is over you had your chance.

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